Chapter One
From the minute-and I do mean the very minute-that
Sue and I exited the Santa Lucia train terminal an unexpected
sense of confidence filled me. My journeys during
college had taken me all over Europe with only a backpack
and a list of the low-priced youth hostels. But I'd never
come here, to
Venezia, the city that Italy wears proudly like
a diamond-studded broach on the cuff of her tall boot.
I led the way down the steps and into the open plaza
on the edge of the Grand Canal, feeling like a wayward
daughter who had finally come home. Venezia in all her
morning glory rushed to greet my senses like a big, fat
Italian mama holding out her tawny arms in a welcome.
Sue, however, dipped her chin and gazed at Venice the
way one respectfully smiles upon the elderly, not sure
whether to sit or to stand in their presence.
"That must be where we buy tickets for the vaporetto," I
said, forging ahead to the ticket booth. Sue let me do the
talking as I bought our passage for the floating public
transportation that would take us to the corner of Venice
where we would stay for the next week.
"Do you have the map?" Sue rifled through her shoulder
bag.
"Right here." I handed it over.
Sue unfolded the map, and I drew in a deep breath of
glimmering morning air.
"It's not the way I thought it would be," Sue said, looking
at the map and looking up at the buildings across the
canal.
"How did you think Venice would be?"
"Well, not so old and run-down, I guess."
"I think that's part of her charm."
"Her?" Sue questioned.
"Yes," I said unapologetically. "Her."
Sue shot me a skeptical glance as our vaporetto pulled
into the dock. We boarded along with a string of locals and
a few luggage-lugging tourists. The built-in bench seats on
the floating bus were occupied, so Sue and I stood beside a
young man who was wearing a pressed and starched chef's
jacket.
I pulled sunglasses from my shoulder bag and set my
gaze on the welcoming sight of the sun-baked block buildings.
"I didn't have enough time to check the map and see
where our stop is," Sue said. "Do you think it's very far
from here? Do you remember?"
"Yes, I remember. It's not far."
Sue leaned to the side, resting her hand on her luggage
and looking as if she was trying hard to appear relaxed.
Another young man, also in a chef's jacket, hurried to
catch our vaporetto before we left the dock. The late arriver
greeted the man beside me with a handshake and a rousing,
"Buon giorno!" The two men stood close, shoulders
back, hands in motion, as they exchanged an animated
dialogue of staccato words. I loved eavesdropping on them
even though I couldn't understand anything they said.
As the vaporetto began its journey down the Grand
Canal, a cool breeze set to work, stitching white lace to the
crests of the calm waters.
"Isn't this gorgeous?" I murmured more to myself than
to Sue.
"Do you want me to take a picture?" Sue dug into a
zippered pouch of her suitcase. "Maybe we could ask
someone to take a picture of both of us? How's my hair? Is
it a fright?"
Sweet Sue's pomegranate red hair was not only her most
noticeable asset but also sometimes her greatest liability. This
morning a gaggle of wayward rouge-hued strands had taken
flight and were veering off in a variety of directions, conducting
their own unguided tours of eye-level Venice.
"It could use some attention," I said delicately. "Don't
worry about the pictures. We'll have plenty of chances later."
Sue smoothed her hand over the top of her head, as
she tried to assess the damage inflicted by our all-night
flight. Reaching into her pocket, she pulled out a hairclip
and wrestled with her tangles.
I tucked a few flipped tails of my low-maintenance,
unmemorable brown hair behind my ears and noticed an
older woman standing across from us who was intrigued
with the way Sue was taming her personal shrew. The
woman had been in line behind us at the ticket booth. I
smiled, but she had her gaze fixed on Sue.
We motored past an unending row of personality-plus
buildings that lined the Grand Canal. Most of the four-story
boxes were painted in muted earth tones. They
showed off their comely window arches, intricate balconies,
and deep plaster gashes with as much pride as any
soldier who had been wounded and decorated after battle.
Clearly, these brave, still-standing offspring of Venezia had
earned their medals of honor for years of faithful service
and courage in the line of duty.
"Ca'd'Oro?" The older woman tapped Sue on the arm."Avete un biglietto di Ca'd'Oro?"
Sue's stunned expression gave away that she had no
idea what the woman was asking. Blessedly, the clean-scrubbed
chef leaned toward us with a chin-up gesture and
asked, "Do you want Ca'd'Oro?"
"Oh, y'all speak English!" Sue turned into her charming
Southern self.
"Yes, of course. Do you want Ca'd'Oro? It's the next
stop. She is saying you bought tickets for Ca'd'Oro."
His accent was mesmerizing. I wanted to say "what?"
just so he would keep talking to us. But I knew Ca'd'Oro
was the name of the stop where we were supposed to disembark.
And, apparently, so did the woman with the keen
eye for details.
"Yes, this is our stop," I said. "Thanks for your help."
"Yes, thanks, y'all." Sue smiled at the chefs and the
attentive woman. "Gracias for being so nice."
"Grazie," the chef instructed her. "Italiano for 'thank
you' is grazie."
"Grawts-ee," Sue repeated, first to the young man and
then to the woman. The chefs grinned and exchanged
glances. I wondered if Sue had any idea how undeniable
her Texas accent was or what a rarity she must be with her
remarkable red hair.
The vaporetto came to a stop. Sue and I stepped off the
boat, following several other pedestrians down an alley,
and entered a broad thoroughfare. I pulled out a copy of
the e-mail that had the directions to where Sue and I were
to meet Steph, the woman who had the keys to our apartment.
"If this is Strada Nuova," I said, "then we should go
right and watch for Campo Apostoli."
"Campo Apostoli is a restaurant, right? Or you said
maybe it's a hotel."
"I'm not sure. The directions just list Campo Apostoli,
as if it will be obvious when we see it. Let's head this way
and find out."
Sue hesitated.
"It's okay; don't worry. I have Steph's mobile phone
number if we get lost."
"Do you know how to use an Italian pay phone?"
"Probably. I don't know. We'll find out. Come on." I
picked up the pace, challenging Sue to keep up.
A surprising number of pedestrians passed us. I
wouldn't have expected so many people to be out early
Sunday morning. Some of the strolling people were
dressed in casual attire, but most were in nice outfits-"Sunday-go-to-meetin'-clothes"
as some of our friends in
Dallas would say.
"Did you notice how you and I are the only people on
the thoroughfare with luggage?" Sue asked.
"Are we? Well, I don't imagine we'll see a lot of other
tourists since the place we're staying is in a residential
area."
"How did these friends of yours find this place?"
"I don't know. They have their annual strategy retreat
in a different place each year, so it's possible this is their
first time in Venice."
"I hope we find more people who speak English."
"I have an Italian phrase book if we get stuck. Don't
worry, Sue. We'll find our way."
Sue didn't look convinced. At that point, I was feeling
comfortable enough for both of us. Energized, actually.
Venice was new to me yet somehow sweetly, faintly familiar.
I felt as if a part of me that had been hibernating for
decades was awakening and beckoning me to open my
eyes wide to all that was around me.
We approached an open area-a piazza-and
headed for the shade of a scruffy-looking tree with a generous
canopy of leaves. It was the first tree I recalled
seeing so far. I smiled at the brave tree, imagining how it
must have sprung from the uneven cobblestones hundreds
of years ago, and the inhabitants had celebrated
the fledgling by declaring a ban on building within a
modest fifty-yard radius of the welcome intruder. It was
a protected tree. Rare and honored. And all who gathered
under the shade of its branches must surely
appreciate it for its singularity.
Sue pointed to a café on the corner. "Do you suppose
that's it? Is that Camp-o Apo-whatever it was?"
The curved letters painted on the outside of the storefront
read "Paolo's."
"No, I don't think so." I looked around. The walkways
radiated from this hub in four different directions.
"Maybe he knows where we can find Campo Apostoli."
I nodded toward a gentleman in a dark suit. He was seated
on one of the park benches beneath the tree's shade, reading
a newspaper.
"Are you actually thinking of going over there to ask
him, Jenna?"
"Actually, I was thinking you should go ask him."
"Me?"
"Yes, you."
Moistening her lips, she looked at me and in a low
voice said, "I asked you for this, didn't I? When you invited
me to come, I said I would join you in this insane undertaking
as long as you agreed to throw me in the deep end,
and that's what you're doing, isn't it?"
I nodded. "You can do this, you know."
She drew in a deep breath. "We'll find out, now, won't
we?"
With her determined chin leading the way, Sue took
small steps toward the stranger. I followed close behind,
thinking how much I admired my brother's wife. She was a
strong, courageous, and underestimated woman. I was
thrilled when she had caught a glimpse of those qualities in
herself and, without my prompting, had made the "deep
end" request before we had left home.
I figured this was my first chance to make good on that
promise.
"Excuse me, sir," Sue said, and the man lifted his eyes
to study us. She spoke slowly and loudly, as if he could
understand her better if she treated him as someone who
was hard of hearing. "Do you know where we might find a
place called Camp-o A-po-stal-ee?"
He looked at Sue as if she were a strange little red-feathered
bird that had landed on the cobblestones before
him and now stood there helplessly peeping with her head
cocked.
Reaching for the e-mail in my hand, Sue pointed to the
words and stated, "Camp-o A-po-stal-ee."
An expression of recognition on the man's face was followed
by a nod. "Qui," he said, pointing to the bench and
making a circle with his finger around the small plaza area.
"Kwee?" Sue repeated his single, definitive word.
"Si. Qui. Campo Apostoli. Qui."
"This is Campo Apostoli?" I asked, putting together the
pieces. "This little park is Campo Apostoli?"
Now he was the one tilting his head and looking at me
like a curious bird. "Si," he said. "Qui. Campo Apostoli."
"Oh, of course," I said. "I remember now. A campo is
like a plaza. This must be it then."
Giving him her sweetest smile, Sue tried out her first
Italian word. "Grawt-see."
He gave her a grimaced response.
"It's my accent, isn't it?"
I nodded. She tried again. "Grat-see."
The man held up his hand with all his fingers pinched
together at the tips and touched the edge of his lips. He
spoke in slow, exaggerated Italian and measured out the
word, "Gra-tsye," effortlessly, putting a spin on his "r."
Again he repeated the word with the accent on the first syllable
and continued to expressively use his hand.
"Gra-tsye."
Sue tried again, this time involving her hand in the
process, as if she were trying to pluck the word from the
edge of her lips. "Graw-tsye."
The man turned to me, as if we were students in his
open-air classroom, and it was my turn to recite the morning
lesson. He didn't know that my Midwest background,
along with my fascination with accents, would make this
an easier task for me than for Sue.
"Grazie." I found the word carried a familiar feeling on
my tongue, even though it had been ages since I'd last tried it.
"Bella!" he declared with a clap of his hands.
"You little show-off!" Sue teased.
A loud clanging sound echoed from Paolo's café in the
corner of the piazza. We turned to watch as a stocky man
in a white shirt rolled up a metal awning. He then went to
work, removing chairs that had been stacked during the
night and placing them around the outdoor tables.
"Looks like the café is opening. Do you want to wait
over there? We can sit at a table and order some breakfast,"
I suggested.
Sue nodded, and I said "ciao" to our gracious teacher.
He repeated a long sentence in Italian that I hoped was
polite.
"What does 'chow' mean?" Sue asked. "I've heard that
before."
"'Hello,' 'good-bye,' 'see you later.'"
"You really should do all the conversing, Jenna."
"Why? Because I can say grazie and ciao? Those are the
only words I know."
"And camp-o. That's three times as many as I know.
And people here understand you. They just look at me like
I'm the most pitiful thing they've seen in a month of
Sundays."
"No they don't."
I stepped up to the counter of the open café. In front of
us was a freezer and under the frosted dome were several
shallow metal bins of something that I felt happy to see
after all these years. Gelato. Rich, creamy, dense Italian ice
cream.
"Buon giorno," the man in the white shirt greeted us.
"Buon giorno," I repeated. "Two gelato?" I held up two
fingers like a peace sign.
"Due," he said, instructing me by holding up his
thumb and forefinger and pointing them to the side like a
gun. I remembered then how Italians counted, always
starting with their thumb as "one."
"Si, due gelato, per favore." I turned to Sue. "What flavor
do you want?"
"What do you mean, 'flavor'? What are you doing?
You're carrying on now in full sentences. I'm lost."
"Oh. Sorry. Gelato. Italian ice cream. The world's best
ice cream, to be precise."
"For breakfast?"
"Sure, why not? We're on vacation. We can eat ice
cream for breakfast, lunch, and dinner, if we want."
"Okay," Sue said slowly. I realized how quickly I could
take charge. I had promised Sue I wouldn't overpower her
on this trip. Being a single mom for so many years had
placed me in the role of the designated leader almost every
day. I was entering a new season of life; it was time to pull
back. Relax.
"Would you like ice cream or something else?" I asked
Sue.
"No, ice cream is fine. It's milk, right? I'll tell myself it's
a breakfast drink, only frozen."
"What flavor do you want?"
"I don't know. What flavors do they have?"
I knew I didn't want to try this man's patience so I suggested
chocolate.
"Cioccolato?" he said, going to work with the metal
scooping paddle in his hand, sliding the server into the
creamy chocolate.
"Chalk-o-lot-o?" Sue repeated. "Well, I'm happy to
know that the word 'chocolate' is so similar in our two languages.
That could be the only word I manage to
remember all week!"
"Then it's a good thing it's one of the more essential
words." I reached for several euros to pay the waiter. "And
sorry about running ahead of you there. You will let me
know when I'm getting too bossy, won't you?"
"Jenna, that wasn't bossy. Don't worry; I'll let know you
when you're bossy. Not that I think you will be. I just
didn't realize you were going to start carrying on in complete
Italian paragraphs with every man we met within our
first hour in Venice. You move fast, girl!"
I laughed, and Sue gave me "the smile." The one with
which she looks directly at me with her warm, brown
eyes, and everything about her expression and posture
says, "We're sisters. Sisters by marriage. Sisters of the
heart. Sisters in a spirit of irrevocable bonding. That's not
going to change. Not now. Not ever. But even if we
weren't sisters, I'd still like you. I'd still want to be your
friend."
I held my cup of chocolate gelato and fought back an
urge to give way to a flood of tears.
(Continues.)